Friday, October 3, 2008

WTF

I let other people's moods affect me far too much. BECG2 has been a
grouch this week and not calling when he says he will. I just feed
right into it, becoming more [s]mothering. Looks like concern but
really it is a desperate plea for attention. Makes me so irritated
with myself. And his self-absorption, rightful or not, makes me angry
and depressed.
I have made an appointment to see my doctor on wednesday because I am
in pain again (chronic nerve pain disorder) and she may raise my meds.
We will see.

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1 comment:

T said...

Dang girl. It sounds like from these posts that you could use a break. Yes, even a break from men would be good for you. Did you see Single Mom Seeking's post here? It might be helpful.