Thursday, October 23, 2008

Signs of the times

The economy must truly suck. Whereas there is usually a super-long
line, for the past week or two there has been almost no wait at my
local starbucks drivethrough.

Last night we had to take bebop to the emergency room after he started
wailing at karate about severe stomach pains. He cried for two hours,
threw up some nasty green thick stuff and then felt better. Lab work
came back fine so we are watching him. $100 for that.

Today I will re-enroll in my hmo. Going to cost 10% coinsurance now
for x-rays and such. Better than the 20% the ppo charges for a sicko
like me, but still!

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008


I have been in a good mood this week, bouyed by my newfound ability to
set some boundaries with X. He is not testing them too hard, mind
you. When he does, that will be the real challenge. I also need to
work on not letting him irritate me. That gives him too much power..

Last night I worked some of that irritation off with BECG2. Fun.
Trying to come up with a sexy outfit so I can surprise him when I get
to the hotel friday night but I may just go with lace panties, bra and
thigh-highs under a dress. I can't help but feeling a little anxious
over this weekend. I have seen a few tiny glimpses of Becg2s romantic
side but it really isn't like him to be mushy. I like mush. I think
he knows that. So we will see. I don't want to have to ask for it
because then it is forced. If he can't do it naturally, then I will
just enjoy this pasatiempo and keep my eyes open for a man who can
give me what I need instead of just basking in the afterglow of, as he
calls it, my "mad skillz".

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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Random Thoughts

1) I am sooooo sad for T. :( I am actually literally feeling down about this. Shed some tears. She deserves a great, great man. On the bright side, at least she had the hot sex.

2) Speaking of hot sex, I picked up Doc Johnson's Kisserthis week and tried it out today with BECG2. OMFG!!!! Such an awesome partner sex toy. Flexible, fits perfectly and the nubs help it stay still so it won't move. Fantastic sex.

3) Damn, my tattoo itches right now. ARGH, not touching it is killing me.

4) I was very honest with BECG2 today about several things. I was quite proud of myself for just stating my feelings and not needing a response or taking anything he said in the wrong way. Maybe I'm growing a bit?